Trust me... I didn't mean for it to happen. To be honest, I blame it on Rickie, she was the one who wanted me to meet him in the first place. If she never told me about him, this wouldn't be happening right now. It started about, let's say... 4 or 5 months ago? I met a guy named, Dylan. Dylan Morris. He was dating my best friend Rickie. She wanted me to meet him to see if I approved. She gave me his number, so I texted him. We hit it right off. We had EVERYTHING in commen. Type of music, movies, tv shows. It was crazy. I didn't start falling for him until a few weeks later. I told Rickie that he was a nice guy, and that he was a keeper. Of course, inside I didn't that. I wanted him to be mine. But of course, I couldn't do that. She was my best friend.
So, I dealt with it. Until, they broke up for the first time.
Dylan was heart broken... Which is understandable, I would be to. Who wouldn't? I did everything I could to keep him on the right level. I even gave him the whole, "There Are Other Fish In The Sea" advice. He later told me thanks. Then later that night, he told me exactly this in my face, "I think I love you Robin." You should have seen my face, I could feel my cheeks turning bright red, and the dumb ass I am... I told him I loved him too. It wasn't a lie, it was true. Since the whole Allen thing, I didn't think I would fall in love again, (You will know more about that later in my blogs.) But, Dylan... I just couldn't help but feel that way about him. After a few months, they got back together. Dylan told me, he said that he hesitated and said yes. I could have been pissed, but I wasn't. I couldn't be mad at him. Later that night, we made love. Yes, I lost my virginity to Dylan. And, I'm happy I did. The only thing that's killing me now, is that my best friend doesn't know a thing....
(To be continued...)
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